Miranda shares her personal journey through spirituality, astrology, and human design, exploring how patterns in the universe influence our lives and how understanding these can bring peace and clarity.
Key Topics
The evolution of Anarchapulco and community focus
Personal experiences with astrology and Mercury retrograde
Understanding human design and energy types
The role of patterns and codes in reality
Tools for self-awareness and peace of mind
The importance of living and let live in community
Autism and neurodiversity perspectives
The impact of astrology and numerology on daily life
The significance of accepting different beliefs
The value of community and personal growth
sound bites
“Mercury retrograde affects communication and tech issues”
“Patterns in reality are like computer codes”
“Living and let live is essential for community peace”
Chapters
00:00 Introduction and personal update
01:52 The evolution of anarcho-poco and community focus
05:04 Understanding Mercury retrograde and its effects
10:03 Patterns, codes, and verifiable phenomena in reality
14:54 Introduction to human design and its origins
20:12 Personal experiences with psychedelic medicine and healing
25:07 Using tools like human design for self-understanding
29:46 The importance of living and let live in community
35:12 Autism, neurodiversity, and personal acceptance
40:09 The role of astrology, numerology, and cultural patterns
45:04 Practical applications of spiritual tools for peace and decision-making
48:00 Closing thoughts and future interests
Links:
The invention of human design: https://youtu.be/QwEJRzPffxA?si=rxxKoT6xgtRvDcSS
Human Design App: https://www.humandesignapp.com/
Transcript:
Miranda (00:01.24)
Hi everybody, welcome to Unraveled. today it’s just me. I waited an hour for my guest who tried through like four different devices and couldn’t connect. And the last 10 minutes I was like, you know what? If you can’t connect, I’m going to give a solo podcast a try. I’ve done solo videos before for non-conformist series that went over well. And I’ve been thinking,
You know, when I started this project, I wanted it to be p conversations, but it wasn’t supposed to only be conversations. It was supposed to be also my musings and info dumpings and things of that sort. So the guest is me. I do want to start with a public thank you to Anna Arcapulco. They are what I consider my first sponsor because while I’m not
Trying to make money off of this podcast, it’s also not free. Software, good quality software like this one that I’m using, which is Riverside, is not free. My scheduling software, and they are more or less subsidizing my software in exchange for a little bit of verbal love. I’ve worked for Anarchopulco for six years. And despite its sorted history and Jeff’s sorted history, I wouldn’t keep working for Anarchopoco.
Polco, if I wasn’t genuinely proud of one, what we build into the people that I work for. I don’t like to work for people that I don’t love. And I have a lot of love and respect for Jeff, especially over the last couple of years, because he really has grown and transformed in as a person. And the last thing I want to say on that topic is if you went to Anarchopulco in 2017 or 2018 and you think you know how anarcho polco is, no, you don’t.
It has changed completely since those days. It is no longer the debauchery-fueled dumpster fire drama polco vibe. It is very much a and it’s no longer the sub-Libertarians Club, like a lot of people claim. It is very much a
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Solutions focused conference, there’s a lot of family focus, there’s a lot of like, okay, the world sucks, so how do we actually live in it? Like, how do we find ways to be more free? How do we take care of our bodies? How do we take care of our families? How do we exist in this world in a way that’s not just fuck the government, right? so if you’re interested in giving anarchy poco a try, again
Or for the first time you can use my code LOLY ten and save ten percent and get ten percent off or and ten percent goes to me. so yeah, I’m gonna just kinda dive into it with the mention of Mercury retrograde and it’s gonna be a little bit of a day tribe on spirituality itself, but
So as a kid, I was into astrology, I was into butchy things, I was making magic potions in my yard and everything, and life and an abusive relationship and a whole lot of things really disconnected me from that. And I turned into a hardcore skeptic of like, okay, like planets don’t affect us, like astrology means nothing. I kind of got really far into the opposite extreme from my childhood. I was like, I just did that because I was a kid and I
A better life situation and I was getting a better life situation, so I pretended my way into one, right? and I daydreamed and all of that. But over the past couple years,
Especially once really starting to look into patterns, I have come to notice that these things are a thing. Now you can argue all day about the shape of the planet and whether or not fucking it’s flat or it’s round or you know, is there an ice wall or are we on a big flying ball through space? I don’t give a shit about that. I don’t
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give a shit about theories about because the reason to bring that up is a lot of people like are like, okay, well if the earth is flat, then planets don’t exist and it’s all a construct, man. And even if it is all a construct, here’s the thing. This reality works off of patterns. It works off of codes, just like your computer, the how you’re watching me, that’s running a code, right? Our bodies work off of codes being our DNA code. This reality exists off of code.
What dictates that, I don’t claim to know what that is, but there are verifiable patterns in our reality. And what that’s what I’m getting at here. I know a lot of people that when they hear the phrase Mercury retrograde, they’re man, don’t bring me those bad vibes. You’re just perpetuating that, right? and for those who don’t know what Mercury retrograde is, it is a period of time that happens a couple times a year, usually two to three times a year, where
The planet Mercury, which according to astrologers, it’s about technology and communication, appears to go backwards in the sky. And during this time, you’ll have communication issues. X’s will come back into your life. you’re gonna have tech issues. Now, a lot of people will say to me, No, Miranda, you’re just perpetuating that because you believe in it. And so because you believe in it, you’re having computer issues. But here’s the thing, the reason the w
I discovered this whole phenomenon in the first place because I was noticing cyclically, a couple of weeks out of the year, things just stopped fucking working. And I couldn’t figure out why it was only that time. You know, computer runs smoothly, everything’s smoothly, and all of a sudden you’re getting into disagreements with people, things are heated, maybe your computer specifically is heated. There are all sorts of things that happen, you know.
Another example of this is the full full moon. A lot of people, myself included, have a hard time sleeping during the full moon because well a lot of people claim it has stuff to do with gravity. I’m not sure on that. I don’t claim to know all the reasons on why, but there are verifiable phenomena. Like full moon is happening, whether it’s gravity, whether it’s whatever, pole, mystical woo-woo bullshit. It’s affecting people, right?
Miranda (06:31.743)
It’s affecting people. Like Loco is crazy based off of the word Luna, right? so the reality is there are these verifiable patterns, and this is what I’ve been paying attention to. And I got turned essentially from a skeptic about spiritualism, astrology, all of that shit, into you know, I have a strategic rooster.
For Feng Shui on my desk that my lovely partner got me with the hopes of combating my ADHD. And you know, it it’s at least having a placebo effect, right? But I don’t I don’t track Mercury retrograde. I don’t it’s almost kind of like I don’t wanna deal with it, right? But I notice when my computer stops working well, when we start having various tech issues, like, for example, this week, because of this,
I almost lost an entire drive on the Anarchopulco drive because we’re switching softwares because finally we’re getting off of Google and we did it in the middle for Mercury retrograde. And I almost lost a very important drive. thank God I didn’t. Thank God we have Leandrew and he has backups upon backups inside of backups, around backups, because he he apparently knows better than me, right?
And this could be your car breaks down. I have at least
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Six or seven people that I can think of right now that have had their car break down in the past three weeks irreparably. Like one just got her car towed yesterday, my sister, like at least six or seven people that their car has broken down in the last three weeks. Mercury retrograde ends July twenty twenty-third, two days from now. Thank fucking God, right? thank fucking god.
Now, regardless of if you believe in planets, regardless of if you believe that Mercury affects communication or any of that, there is this weird verifiable thing where things stop working right. You know, like there is no reason why my guest today has 300 megabytes per second of internet speed and had four different devices was completely unable to connect to this thing that’s worked just fine for everybody else. And I suspect when we get the time.
Again to to retry and reschedule, I suspect it’s gonna work fine once the retrograde is over. So how do you explain this? You know, how do you explain that these things don’t work? And I know a lot of people say, Please stop blaming planets for your bad behavior.
I can’t say that somebody’s car breaking down or devices just refusing to load things that they normally load. I also lost a bank account during this time.
I can’t say that that’s bad behavior, right? To say, okay, I, you know, I’m unfaithful to my wife because I’m a Scorpio. Yeah, that’s that’s an excuse for bad behavior. This is not, it doesn’t make sense. And for me as somebody who’s autistic, I like to follow patterns. There’s a reason why there are a lot of very I don’t even like to use the word spiritual because it’s not spiritual. It’s a uncommon
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way of seeing patterns within this field, this reality that we all exist in, right? It is noticing something happening over and over again during a specific time.
And determining well, it’s really answering the question. Do we have to know what’s happening to recognize a pattern? Do we have to know why that is to recognize a pattern? Me personally, I don’t think so. I think I can recognize a pattern and have some peace of, okay, well, this takes about this long. When does Mercury retrograde in? July 23rd. Okay, around that time things are gonna get easier. And they always do. That’s how it is.
It brings a sort of comfort for the things that we cannot control, because there are a lot of things in this world that we cannot control. And if you ask my friend Logan, who runs Decojo Reality Podcast, he’s gonna tell you that we can’t control anything. It’s all a script, it’s scripted reality. I’m not convinced of that, right? I’m not convinced of that fully, I will say, because there are some things that are scripted, there are things we don’t have control over. We do not have control over the day and time that we were.
Born, where we’re born, and thus our human design and things like that, which I do want to also get into in this, and I do plan to have a guest eventually about that. But a lot of my experiences, and this is a point of this podcast, because a lot of the people that I have on this podcast are people who have changed my way of looking at things. Bearheart has changed my way of looking at things.
Before I knew him, I didn’t think you needed a guide for spiritual experiences. I didn’t think it was necessary. I thought it was just people trying to profit off of damaged people by offering expensive ceremonies that they could just get the substances and do them at their houses by themselves. That’s but I’ve experienced both sides of the spectrum. You know, there are some terrible
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medicine people, shaman people out there, and there are some really amazing ones. I try to highlight the amazing ones. And oddly enough, the amazing ones are not the ones that have four million followers on fucking Instagram talking about all of their stuff and, you know, whatever, right? They’re the people that are just working and by word of mouth end up helping thousands of people, as is the case of Bearheart, also as is the case of Piazza. Piazza’s another one. She changed my opinion on a lot of this stuff.
Because I was just starting to dabble into this world again. I basically only believed in human design and mercury retrograde. And then she comes in and starts teaching me well, she was doing these things, energetic cleansing, holding a pendulum, getting answers out of it, pulling information out of me, and helping me deal with stuff that I’ve never talked about publicly. Everything from trapped emotions from when I was six years old to
All sorts of stuff, you know. I don’t need to necessarily get into all of that here, but there are so many tools out there for tapping into the energy of this reality, whatever this may be. You might say, Okay, you are making the pendulum swing and you are.
But are we not the masters of our own reality, right? so there’s something to that. There is a deeply spiritual connection that we can have with the world, with animals, with people around us. there are some people who are more connected, and there are some people who are less connected. I personally don’t believe that everybody is meant to be interested in this stuff. I’m not one of those people that say,
You’re stupid if you don’t believe in this stuff. although that’s kind of how this podcast started, because the reality is I’ve met so many people that say no, Mercury retrograde’s not a thing, it’s something in your head. But is it? That’s the question. The other thing that I mentioned is human design. I will put up here, maybe here, a little graphic to show.
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My human design chart. Human design is interesting because it is a blend of spirituality and science, right? it’s tropical astrology, which is regular astrology, it’s Vedic astrology, which is like the Indians astrology, it’s Ai Ching, which is like a Chinese divination tool, right? It’s Chinese astrology. I might be wrong on the Aiching thing. I know Chinese astrology is
as it sounds, you know, what what year are you born and I’m I’m born and you’re the rooster. That’s why I have so you can’t even see it. There you go. I have so many rooster things around me because yeah, I do embody that I even kind of look like one. it has quantum physics involved in it. And it the story of how that was created by a guy named Ra
is kind of crazy. You can find a I’ll put in the show notes a documentary you can watch in which he talks about how he downloaded that from the ether in the desert. and you can say, okay, yeah, that’s woo, that’s bullshit. But when you really start to look into the charts, you know, like every center in a chart means something, you know.
Whether or not it’s colored in, whether or not a gate is colored in, whether or not you have a full channel here determines, you know, are you a projector, are you a manifesting generator, are you any of these things? It is it’s fascinating stuff. And that that was a big thing that really opened my eyes was in twenty twenty I had a terrible experience.
with psychedelic medicine in Acapulco with somebody I’m not gonna name and blast because they’re not even practicing anymore. The the person who organized the retreat is not doing that sort of thing anymore. And the guy that actually gave out the medicine is dead, right? So I had a terrible experience. I got very ill. There was mix I was given no information. there was mixing of substances that
Miranda (16:38.551)
From what I’ve heard from other practitioners, should not be mixed in that way. I was not told anything, including you should probably avoid eating a bunch of fatty meat right before you go. I, you know, was very sick. I was sick for a while after, including at my friend Kat’s marriage or wedding.
And she got she got married at Bambuda, which is where we’re hosting the gratitude gathering. That that place has a long history with anarcho-pocone, with me included. I have done a lot of healing at that place. But we were there and I met her friend at the her friend at the time, Nova, and she reached out to me like, I don’t know, a month later. We barely talked, but we we had a vibe, like a friendly vibe going between us. We barely talked.
And she reached out to me about a month later and was like, Hey, I’d like to give you a free human design reading. And I was like, all right, but this shit doesn’t mean anything. But sure, I’ll humor you. Right. I’ll humor you. And she sent me a couple of I think hours worth of just voice messages of what she was seeing in my chart. And some of it made me pretty emotional because I was like, How do you know this? I was also going through something where I was nearing my 30th birthday.
And I was feeling this need to like withdraw and go inside myself and you know, and just kind of like disconnect from most of the world, focus on what was important and I was fighting that because I thought that was a fucking trauma response. I was like, Okay, I’ve been through some major shit and this is me just trying to hide from the world and be better, right?
Which apparently according to my human design because of my profile, I’m not gonna give you the whole rundown of human design here, but I do wanna give a sort of an introduction because this is something that I’ve used as a tool to understand myself, to understand those around me. But I am a six two in human design. So in human design, for example, I will give a little bit of an explanation. You have, in my opinion, five po five energy types
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There are a lot of people that agree with me. There are a lot the guy that created it said there are four, but within one there’s two and they’re too different to be considered part of the same thing, right? So you have projectors, you have manifestors, you have reflectors, you have generators, and you have manifesting generators. In my opinion, a manifesting generator is a combination of a manifestor and a generator. What’s a generator? They’re the things people that build things. They do shit.
70% of the world’s population is a generator, right? A manifestor is somebody who’s there. It’s largely about ideas. They’re there to inform the people around them of what they’re seeing, right? And then you have projectors. They need to be invited to give their input. And in my opinion, they’re also connectors. They connect people really well.
And then you have reflectors, which is exactly what it sounds. It’s a mirror. There’s 1% of the population. Super rare, but also super cool. my partner happens to be a reflector. I thought his chart was literally broken when we met. but the thing with human design is when you look at, for example, your astrology chart, and you my case, I am an Aquarius sun, right?
And you can read what that means. And there’s gonna be stuff where you’re just like, yeah, okay, yeah. And there’s gonna be stuff where it’s like, I don’t really identify with that. For example, in Aquarius’s, a lot of them get a bad rap for not being very faithful people in relationships. I don’t identify with that. That’s not how I work.
What explains that? I think that these a lot of these systems have holes. Now the thing with human design that got me, and you know, this is an example of a chart, this is my chart, thing with human design that got me, is there’s never been a single thing in my chart that hasn’t made sense. It dictates everything from when’s when and how is the best way for me to sleep. how do I digest digest food for me with sound?
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and how I digest life, environments of where you thrive. For example, I thrive best in wide valleys, the which is exactly as it sounds, you know, like and lo and behold, the place that I’ve been happiest and most comfortable is literally by definition a wide valley. It’s surrounded by mountains, but it’s flat, you know? So
You can determine everything. And the thing with human design is it’s not here. I think a lot of people say it’s too much, it’s here to put you in a box, whatever. For me, it’s brought me a lot of peace because I understand one, why I had the desire to withdraw. I am a role model hermit. And anybody with a six in their profile line, you have a number slash numbered, conscious slash unconscious, right? Mine’s a six too. So my if you have a six.
You the your first thirty years of your life are gonna be chaos. May or may not survive. Sound familiar, right? I almost died three or four times before I turned 30. And then at 30, you withdraw. And if you’re not a fuck yes to something, especially during this phase, as a 6-2, you’re a fuck no. And that goes for people too. When I turned 30,
all pretty much all the people that just weren’t in alignment with me more or less got ejected from my life and it was swift and it was you know more drama th free than one could expect, you know, for such chaos to happen. And you know, intended chaos. It was all for the better. But and then at fifty I will emerge as the role model, right? After twenty years of assessing
That worked, that didn’t, that worked, that didn’t. And more or less putting the life back together. I’m 33 now, I’ve been in this process for three years. And I leave my house to train aerial to see my few Mexican friends for Anarchapulco, the gym, grocery shopping. I do not party. I do not hang out with people that don’t feel
Miranda (23:13.459)
Good to me. Now, you know, some people have been left behind in that. Does that mean they’re bad people? No, it just means probably they’re not compatible with me. And that’s the other thing about human design is it’s the best tool that I know of for determining human relationship compatibility. There’s not a single thing I learn about my friends through this, my relationships, myself, my partners, that doesn’t make sense. That’s like that actually doesn’t fit.
Sometimes there are things that they don’t want to fit, you know. For example, reflectors, it even gives you strategy for making decisions. Reflectors are not here to make big decisions quickly. They need a month to really sit on a big decision. My partner, he does not like that. But the reality is just by the way life is, he still ends up taking about a month to make big decisions. I know for me personally, being his partner.
If he starts talking about something and then a month later he’s still talking about that same thing, it’s probably gonna happen. If he starts talking about something and two days later changes his mind and then never talks about it again, that’s just part of the process. And you can really start to honor the people that are in your life just by knowing, hey, he’s not here to make a decision like that. Cause the thing with reflectors is they’re mirrors, right? And they also have their own cycle through each month where they live as all of the energy types.
It’s like a fingerprint in that one reflector here is not going to have the same energetic cycle as another one. So one or this one might be manifestor, projector, generator, reflector, you know, and this one’s gonna be manifesting generator, projector, reflector, and it’s it’s not gonna be the same, right? and you can kind of pay attention to what your energy like is and what your what your mind is at, you know.
Reflectors are here to ask, not who am I in general, they’re as here to ask who am I today? And so it makes sense that as they’re experiencing their life in many different ways, they’re going to respond to one thing many different ways, and they’re gonna come across as flaky maybe to some people. But it’s really not that hard to learn somebody’s to learn somebody’s design. For example, like this human design app.
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Think is the name of it. Yeah. I’ve paid for this for about two years. It’s like $34 a year. You don’t even need to do that to get the basic information, but you can just click around in there and kind of get it, get a touch-in basis. And if you want to run compatibility charts with your partner, you do pay for it, but you can touch on every single part of the app and it’s going to give you the information, right? You can also learn this by Googling it for free.
I’ve taken a human design course. I have Googled these things for free on my own, but I’ve learned a lot. And as somebody who’s autistic in this world, and I know there’s a lot of people, especially in this community, and it’s kind of frustrating. but there are a lot of people like don’t label yourself, and that’s not autism because I do that, and that’s not autism because my severely autistic child or nephew or cousin.
doesn’t do that. That’s just what humans do. The reality is like I think they do need to adjust the definition of autism to an extent. But I also know from my own research that I have every single listed symptom of what autism is. Maybe it’s not as severe as, you know, your nephew or your cousin, but it doesn’t make my experience completely invalid.
But the reason I mention that is because one of the hardest things about being autistic is really having a hard time not seeing yourself and others as one, is you expect. This is the way that my brain works, this is the way that I see things. Why aren’t you that way? And when you’re dealing with social cues and all of those things, it can get really muddy really quick, and it can be really hard to.
accept things for what they are. I’ve had more peace come from human design because now the way I see it is for example, a smartphone is an extension of us. They might come with the same like hardware, but the way that they are set up is hugely dependent on the way that we think and the way that we see the world. And we’re not all the same. We might all have, you know,
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arms and legs and maybe some of us not even that right but we might all have these basic things that make us human but there are a lot of different things that really impact our way of experiencing the world and I and the same is true with autism. There’s no two autistic people that are the same there are no two neurotypical people that are the same there are no two people in general that are the same.
And we’re all kind of these energetic soups. Now the thing is, how do we deal with that? Well, we learned we learn our energetic soups, and then we learn the soups of those around us. So for example, in my human design, in my heart center, that is a lot about making promises. And if you are defined in that, I’ll point it out, it’s this one.
This like triangle here, if you’re defined in that center like I am, you are here to make promises. You are here to say, Yes, I’m doing that thing, and it’s going to happen. People that are undefined there are not here to make promises. They really have to honor the fluidity of how they function, right? Their their identity is not wrapped up in all of that. So and a lot of people around me are like that. And I’ve
you know, kind of coach them to say, hey, don’t make promises. You can say, this is my intention, because the reality is if you’re not here to make promises and you try to make promises, you’re gonna break them. That’s just how it is. And it’s there’s nothing inherently wrong with that. The problem with that is if in a world where everybody says if you make a promise, you stick to it.
And then you make a promise and you break it, that’s where it becomes a problem. But if you refrain from making promises to start, then there’s in my opinion, there’s not a problem. And I have seen a lot of peace come to the people around me who have that undefined for that, for that reason, you know. And for me, when somebody tells me they’re gonna do something, and then they change their mind, and I know that they’re undefined there, I’m not gonna get mad at it. It’s a it’s all about
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You know, the idea of stoicism is to not get angry at things you cannot control. And for me, human design and all of this stuff, numerology, numerology is also combined in human design, by the way. All of these things are ways of understanding the energy of the day, the world, the people in your life. So when things aren’t working right, when all the tech things are working wrong, you know, like today with my with my intended guest.
I’m not mad at that. I just, okay, it’s been about an hour of him trying. I’m gonna, I’m gonna pivot. You know, I’m gonna pivot and I’m gonna see what happens when I post something like this. And who knows, maybe nobody’s gonna give a shit. And maybe somebody will give a shit. And maybe it’ll help somebody. And at the very least, you know, I’m gonna try it, right? But it brings a lot of peace because the reality is I have a saying that I kind of stick to.
That’s something along the lines of if it’s not gonna matter in five years, you probably shouldn’t spend more than five minutes angry about it. And
All of this stuff is a tool for me to know, okay, this isn’t working right. Mercury Reap retrograde, and soon I’m not gonna be upset about this. It’s gonna be fine. It’s not gonna matter in five years, right? and I think there’s a beauty to that, I think there’s a piece to that that the majority of the people of this world lack. And so that’s
In a lot of ways that’s what is this is about, you know, like how are we going to spend our time? How are we going to spend our energy? You know, some might think it’s a waste of time, a waste of energy to care about any of this stuff, to play with tarot cards and crystals and all of that. And sure, you know, that’s there’s probably something in their designs that’s saying that they’re just not gonna give a shit about these things. And that’s okay, right? I think
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I think there is a worldwide problem and it’s also rampant in the anarchist community of this problem of living and let live. It’s actually worse in this community that I’ve noticed. I have distanced myself from people and I’ve had disagreements with people where it’s really funny to me, and it a lot of it kind of stems around the autism thing, which is quite funny to me. because they
Have a determination that they’re right about something. This person, let’s say they’re anti-flat Earth. And they’re going around and they’re finding everybody that’s talking about flat earth and calling them an idiot, spending all their time arguing with that person on something that neither side can reasonably prove. You know, like we can say there’s science to this and there’s science to that all we want. There’s actually a lot of holes in.
My opinion, as somebody who’s looked on both sides of that, you know, the whole the globe thing compared to the flat earth thing, there’s holes in both sides. And that’s okay. Like, do we really need to know what the shape of the earth is? And well, if it’s flat, then there’s other worlds out there and they’re keeping them from us and it’s the ultimate lie, and it does matter. And that’s okay. Like, if that’s
what you’re really concerned about, if that’s what matters to you, cool, fucking do it. You know, like cool. That doesn’t hurt me. But that I’ve noticed, especially in this freedom community, which is fucking ironic because the whole idea is live and let live. Somebody has too different of an opinion and it triggers you in some way, you can’t do that. And autism is a big one. I have felt the need to distance myself from people that I’ve previously been very close to because I
previously wasn’t really able to talk about autism, you know, without them coming on posts. And then it extended to where it had been almost years since I talked about it. And they made some some sort of post that’s along the lines of You’re not autistic, you just need this, this, and this. And, you know, maybe I shouldn’t have engaged, but I made a comment of
Miranda (34:45.213)
Why are we shoving our ideas down the throats of people we care about for shit that doesn’t matter? It does not matter if I call myself autistic at the end of the day. Whether you agree with my definition of autism or not, it doesn’t matter. I’m not hurting people. I’m not out here saying that’s not autism, this is autism. And I had a post go viral recently on Instagram.
Talking about my view of autism and man, am I lucky that I have a thick skin? Because a lot of people call me a fucking idiot.
Okay, we can disagree. I’m cool. I’m not gonna you you can go and find that post and you are not gonna see a single comment of me arguing with people. I liked some comments, there are fucking hundreds of comments on that post at this point. I liked some, just too many, right? But that’s the root of this is like how can we be a community that promotes freedom, that promotes living and let live, that there’s no victim, there’s no crime.
And yet if somebody believes that their their the way they exist in this world is similar to an autistic person, regardless of official diagnosis or not, you know, in my opinion, the point of diagnosis is to get help from the system. I don’t have a judgment of that. Like if you’re, you know, a friend of mine trying to get an autism diagnosis so you can get assistance for the state because it’s hard for you to exist in the US.
Rat race, I’m not judging you. for me personally, I don’t care about a diagnosis. What I care about is the fact that I have found tools through my research about autism that have helped me exist better in this world. It has helped me, you know, be a better person. And a lot of people, okay, well, don’t use that as an excuse. Or I can understand, hey, I have to work harder at these certain things because I
Miranda (36:49.175)
I’m deficient in these things and these ways of dealing with people and emotionally tapping in with people, right? so why again, as a community, can’t we live and let live for opinions that are different to us? Like, who really fucking cares if that guy thinks the earth is round? Who cares if that guy thinks the earth is flat? You know, like why are we fighting? And I think it’s a trap that we fall into.
In this anarchist world, I think it is a psyop of sorts to divide and conquer because if you have a community that is so divided about the shape of the earth and whether or not people should live certain ways that don’t actually hurt other people.
Are we then left with the energy to actually focus on what matters and work on solutions? A lot of the people that I see that are getting into these back and forth, I’m gonna argue for 300 comments on this social media post. Bullshit, a lot of these people don’t really do much other than talk. And something I’ve noticed is the people I respect most in this community, in this world, are the people that are not arguing on the comments. They are there doing the thing.
Sharing it with the world and then continuing to do the thing, you know, like if I had spent hours responding to every single comment on that post, debating with people what I really meant when I said, you know, one of the big things of autism is pathological demand avoidance. You know, that was a little clip taken out of an hour and a half conversation, you know, and I knew that. So I knew, okay, these people, whatever.
Can feel what you need to feel. In that regard, you may disagree with what I say. You may be triggered with what I say, but it’s a safe space in that I have zero interest in attacking you for thinking I’m wrong. Even if you attack me, I don’t give a shit. I don’t know you. We good, we set, you know, like have your thoughts, have your feelings. And I just wish more people in the world were like that. And
Miranda (39:10.749)
That goes for all of these things, you know. There are a lot of people like that’s not how that works as far as the human design, and you know, these planets that are millions of fucking miles away, they don’t affect us. But what if they do? And what if maybe that’s not even it? But there are these verifiable periods of time in which certain things seem to have a theme, right? Like
Chinese Zodiac, for example. Like the the vibe of this year is the fire horse. And within three days of that, Puerto Vallarta was on fire. Literally, you know, like half of Mexico had blockades in their roads of burning vehicles. It’s kind of a vibe, right? And I’m also seeing it in my friends, my personal relationships, I’m seeing people really kind of
wake up and take ownership of certain things and consolidate things in ways I didn’t expect them, and I’m super proud of these people. You know, I think a lot of these spiritual things, you know, the Chinese Zodiac, for example, there’s a story behind that of why they are in the order that they are in, and you can look into it, it’s like this race, and it’s it’s kind of a cool story. But also
The Chinese for millennia were notating patterns in people. Okay, people in this year, for example, year of the dragon, they team tend to be super intelligent, super driven, also super intense, maybe blow up on people. They like to smoke a lot. There’s a lot of things of that nature. There are these characteristic traits. Another one is the rooster. And I’m looking over here because I have my strategic rooster. I am a rooster. Roosters are known for being strong-willed.
protective, you know, a lot of roosters end up getting put into soup pots because they’re protecting their their hens a little too hard, right? they can be confrontational, but they’re also extremely driven, you know. Then we have goats. Goats are also very intelligent. They’re very driven. They’re very, I don’t give a fuck, I’m gonna do what I want. And they’re also funny and they’re sweet.
Miranda (41:36.524)
And they’re more or less pretty clean, you know, animals and people, right? And so all of these systems, numerology, for example, I’m a 33 life path. People that are 33 life paths, one, they like a talk, they like to talk a lot, as evidenced by this podcast in itself. You know, I’ve been rambling here for 42 minutes. tend to be influential. It’s called the master influencer, the master teacher.
They also tend to deal with a lot of issues from the government. All the 33s I know have that have that same trait, you know. Somebody who’s a seventh life path, they like they’re really intelligent, they’re really in the spirituality, they like a lot of alone time. Jeff Berwick is the seventh life path. He’s that man spends, I would say, 70% of his day by himself meditating, pontificating about the world and the market.
And all of the things, right? these are just patterns that people, the Chaldeans are a big one that’s responsible for a lot of the ancient numerology knowledge. These are people that are noticing patterns, right? And I think in a lot of ways, the spirituality worlds and numerology, the astrology worlds, are a lot healthier. They can be culty just in the same way as religion is.
But I do think it is a lot healthier because it kind of gives the power back to the person. You know, when you’re religious and you’re into Jesus, and if that’s your thing, that’s your thing. But there’s a lot of like God’s gonna provide. I just have to trust in God, right? It’s not so different in the numerology and astrology, but there’s a greater on there’s a greater emphasis on understanding the codes of yourself, the codes of the people around you, the code of the world.
to have bright and better relationships, greater peace of mind, and more ability to trust, you know, you know, for example, I’m I’m emotionally defined in human design. I’m not here to make big decisions when I’m on a high or a low. Somebody else who’s that, if you’ve ever made a decision when you were feeling in a good mood and then like two weeks later when it’s actually time to do the thing, you’re like, why did I do that? It’s because
Miranda (44:03.669)
you’re not here to make big decisions. And I’m not talking like what am I gonna eat for lunch? What am I gonna wear? It’s more of should I pack up? Should I quit my job? Should I have a child? Should I get married? Should I leave my life, you know, and go traveling around the world, you know, like should I move house? Should I move to a different city? You don’t make those types of decisions if you’re emotionally defined. When you’re on emotional high or in your emotional low, you’re supposed to go through the cycle of both.
wait till you return a neutral and then see where you’re at, right?
So it gives that greater it’s also, you know, when you’re on a big high, it’s gonna come down. And you also know I feel like shit emotionally. Things are fine in my life, but I don’t really have a reason to feel like shit, but I do. I’m just gonna wait a couple days and it’s going to be better, you know? And that in essence is the value of a lot of this stuff. and I’m sorry if this is a little bit
random or confusing, but these are a lot of things that are on my mind a lot of the time. And I did want to share a lot about this sort of stuff because I’m not sure that I would be the same person that I am today without these things. emotionally, professionally.
physically, like with all of the things that I’ve been through, if I didn’t have some understanding of why these things were happening, when these things were happening, I would probably be in a very, very tough emotional state at this point, especially considering, you know, the fact that ten years later
Miranda (45:44.118)
With weed being legal in Ohio, having quit weed, my problems are still outstanding. I can’t get a single lawyer to respond to me, not even the one that I paid, and why? I don’t have an answer for that. But at least I know how I work. I know that I am here as a manifesting generator, I’m here to get shit done, that my ADHD
Is not a disorder if I have built my life in a way to where I can honor that. You know, I don’t have to stick to one task at any one time for nine hours a day, 40 hours a week. I have built my life in a way to where when I hit a wall and I’m unable to move forward.
I do something else and I have healthy ways of generating dopamine in my body by going and doing aerials, by cooking good food and eating it, by being in a relationship that’s good for me, by doing crochet for five minutes when I’m stuck on a thing that I’m working on and I can’t move forward, and it’s healthier than just doom scrolling in my bed all day. So
I hope this is helpful to you. I feel like I have reached completion with this. If you are interested in hearing more things of this and going deeper into what my understanding of human design is or spirituality or whatever, please let me know and reach out and share your thoughts. I did at one time.
Offer human design readings for money. I have since realized that that is not how I like to interact with human design. I don’t need to make everything into a side hustle to the people that to the one person that I owe some readings who’s probably gonna watch this. I’ll get to it, I promise. But I will not be selling human design readings in the future. I do have people I can recommend.
Miranda (48:00.809)
If you happen to be a friend of mine, probably I’ve already given you a reading. I’m great doing readings in person in the moment when I’m hanging out with people. Not so great when I have seven websites to build and two events to produce and I’m training and just trying to generally live and enjoy my life. so thank you. I’m going to go ahead and end this and
Thank God Mercury retrograde ascending tomorrow. No, Thursday.
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